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Sunday, May 2, 2010

Dark

The darkness never fails to calm me down.

It was such a hot day today, terribly humid - and being swept along life as usual, I didn't have much of a chance to recollect my thoughts. But sitting here after a warm shower, just on my bed, me and the world alone...it feels so good.

I don't know what I am doing. There are so many little things that need to be done and thinking about all of them at once gives me such a headache. Life has once again become extremely overwhelming...

I'm starting to lose focus on everything. It's almost as if I am not sure who I am anymore, as stupid as that sounds.

Wales? Wales will be a good change, I think... just to relax, stop worrying, and take a breather.

Sigh.