August 2, 2010
http://www.ragamuffinsoul.com/2010/08/kill-the-spider/
I hate feeling like I'm losing control. I've been feeling this way for the past two weeks or so. I go through these phases - constant up and down and up and down - of where I feel stable, in God's hands, then once again, grasping desperately to control my life and surroundings again.
And obviously, that doesn't work out and in the end, I feel helpless again until I find God and trust Him again.
Sometimes, I wish that life wasn't such a big rollercoaster all the time. But that blogpost helped remind me of where I need to be right now.
About Me
- elisaxbanana
I'm just a college student who is desperately trying to grapple with the idea of "growing up".
ESFJ. :)
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